One Goal, Three Laps, and God’s grace!

Today, I completed my first official 5K walk!

It was a long-time bucket list item, and I’m elated to say—to God be the glory—I finished it.

I’ve always loved walking, especially ramping up my efforts during the fall and summer months. I enjoy hitting the nearby trails, taking in the beauty of nature, and clearing my mind. Although walking is a part of my daily routine—thanks to using public transportation—I also walk to support my mental health and to keep my legs and feet moving, especially given some of the physical issues I occasionally experience.

As the weather started to warm up, I began walking the trail more intentionally—often with my sister, who graciously joined me on a few Saturday mornings and afternoons. What started as casual walks soon turned into preparation for accomplishing a goal I didn’t know was just around the corner.

I started researching upcoming 5K walks in Chicago, and then—unexpectedly—the opportunity came to me. Recently, while visiting one of my loved one’s churches, they announced an upcoming Community Health Fest and 5K walk/run. My sister, who was sitting a few rows behind me, had someone tap me on the shoulder to get my attention. She pointed out that this was my chance—and I jumped on it.

Today, the day of the walk, I arrived on time and picked up my packet, which included a t-shirt, number, and route instructions. I was nervous but excited. The pastor led a prayer before we began, and then we were off.

As I walked the first lap, I started feeling pain in my left leg. I believe it was a spasm, but I pushed through—and thankfully, it went away. During the second lap, my Achilles heels started acting up, as they sometimes do, but I kept going. I had stretched the night before and again that morning, doing my best not to overdo it.

Also, during that first lap, I accidentally followed someone who went the wrong way—and maybe they did on purpose, I’m not sure. I wasn’t confident about the route. I glanced at the paper instructions and debated whether I should go straight. The facilitator had mentioned before the 5K walk began to go past the school. Still, I continued following the person ahead of me. On the second lap, however, I saw the pastor—who had been in the lead the entire time (and somehow I caught up to him!)—take the correct route. So, I followed his lead. When I reached the next checkpoint, a 5K team member was there cheering me on. All the workers posted along the route, encouraging us along the way, gave me the boost I needed.

To make sure I completed the full 5K—roughly 6,000 to 7,000 steps—I did a third lap, just to be safe. And I did it correctly.

I finished exhausted but full of joy. It was fun, and I’m so proud that I accomplished this small but meaningful milestone.

My Skin & Scars

What’s the oldest things you’re wearing today?

Today, I decided to take off from work to rest and allow myself to grieve. I recently lost my furbaby and cousin. And this season has seemed, if not the most difficult, the most straining.

However, when I saw today’s prompt, the answer immediately came and I had to respond.

“What’s the oldest thing I am wearing today?”

my skin

and my scars

In my body dwells my spirit, and my body is covered with my skin. I wear my skin daily. It has been with me since I was in my mother’s womb. Unfortunately, some parts of my skin have scars, and so does my soul.

My skin and my scars have plenty of testimonies from trials, tests, and time. So, I try to care for my skin with not just cleaning and lotion, but with God’s Word and promises.

I have a lot of scars: some are visible, and some are not. But they will not be despised. Some have healed. Others will heal and become less visible over time. And, some will remain visible but remind me that I am human. These scars will also remind me that I overcame and persevered with God’s grace and love.

Tannika Nikeya

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In Loving Memory of Samantha (Sam)

God sent my sweet furbaby to me during a time when everything in the world was about to shut down due to Covid, and my anxiety was through the roof. She was truly a Godsend during these past five years.

My sweet Sam had been abandoned and left out in the cold—but not forgotten. God saw her, and He brought her into our lives so we could love and care for her. I thought I was rescuing her, but in so many ways, she rescued me. My little princess and brave soldier.

She faced illness with such grace and strength. It breaks my heart that I won’t get to see her tapping at the door with excitement when I come home. I won’t see her follow me around, sit beside me, or give me those signature side-eyes or loving, watchful gazes. I won’t get to watch her sleep like a little toddler—so cute and peaceful. We won’t get to play anymore, and I won’t get to wrap her in one more hug.

Making the decision to let her go was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. Watching her pass away was even harder.

Sam, you will always be in my heart. Thank you for loving me, for being my comfort, and for walking with me through some of the hardest days of my life.

I love you forever, my Sammie girl.

Dealing With Anxiety (Tips to Cope)

Fight anxiety with love and intention, resilience, and patience.

Sometimes, being anxious is normal. Maybe you are anxious about an exam, and that is okay. But when you are constantly worrying, experiencing chronic stress, and in constant fear and it is interrupting your ability to enjoy life, maintain your emotions, and get out of your head, you may need support to overcome a possible anxiety disorder. An anxiety disorder is a mental health condition where anxiety goes beyond normal levels of worry or fear and starts interfering with daily life. It involves intense, excessive, and persistent worry or fear about everyday situations—even when there’s no clear danger.

Anxiety can be inconvenient, crippling, embarrassing, and overwhelming. But we can fight anxiety, and it doesn’t have to feel like a life sentence.

Here are positive ways to care for your mind and spirit:

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Check out the new video! Then, if you too struggle with anxiety, list some other coping mechanisms or things that help you deal with anxiety and overcome anxiety attacks.

Living Life To The Fullest

Living life to the fullest isn’t always living out loud!!!! Sometimes, it is quiet yet full of hope, profound richness in simplicity and gratitude, and an abundance of joy — joy, even in the midst of a storm.

Living life to the fullest doesn’t always have to be about loud moments or big displays. Sometimes, it’s the quiet moment, full of inner peace, hope, and contentment, that brings the deepest joy and fulfillment. It’s about finding richness in the simple things, appreciating life in all its subtle beauty.